not so soon but soon

having a massive headache right now. but still having a lot of thoughts about transferring to partner school soon. thinking about the things that i m gonna miss. imu feels like home to me and friends are like my family here. having to adapt to a new environment intimidates me. being far apart from chin nam worries me. and not having my second family with me scares me to no end. i think i ll miss chin nam's jaga-ing me the most! anyway being here makes me feel loved :) who would ever thought of leaving :(