foiled

i think somehow the thought of leaving soon is gradually sinking in, now that people are getting ready, buying books they want to bring over, getting equipments, discussing about lodging etc. its just all too soon. january passed me by just as swiftly as the sea breeze, and now that its almost mid-feb, gosh! i dont know if i ll get otago. but i ve just realised something. i ve got to stop occupying my thoughts with me, me, me all the time. leaving, as hard as it is on me, it is much harder for him actually. lol. he's gonna put up a strong front and deny, but yeah, not just loved ones, its actually as hard for the family too. they just didnt tell you. haha.